how hard are we meant to fight?

Why do we fight for those that would not do the same in return for us?

Everyday i wonder if i could have done anything differently,

I wonder if there was anything i could have done to prevent this.

Somebody once told me to have no regrets, but if we have no regrets,

we never learn anything.

I don't know where to head from here,

I don't know how we will cope like this.

It's been forever since we've been happy.

I used to sit pondering, tourturing myself if i should have fought harder.

Then i realised something.

The problem was not how hard i fought, it was why i had to fight.

Sometimes, when we truly see things from all perspectives we learn that some things in life,

just aren't worth fighting for.

Words you'll never say.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for the way i treat you,

and the way i hurt you.
I'm sorry how i change,
and the way i make you feel like you're not good enough.
I'm sorry i expect you to love me,
no matter what i do,
I'm sorry for my double standards,
and I'm sorry for how i come back into your life when i want something.
I'm sorry I never make an effort,
and I'm sorry i never let you, let me go.
...
Personally..I'm sorry you will never say any of this, to me.

Reminders.

I never thought I'd have to do this,

Nor did i ever think it would ever come to this.

Everybody says it takes time to let go of somebody, but sooner or later they give up on you when you've reached a length they no longer feel is acceptable.

Nobody can understand somebody elses pain fully unless going through it themselves.

It's not as simple as no communication.

Every where you turn, everything you do, reminds you.

You are constantly reminded of them, all the time.

The songs you liked, the trips you took, the jokeS you had.

Sometimes it's not as easy as putting them out of your mind.

If you've ever truly loved somebody, friendship or relationship,

you would understand that it's not just letting them go...

it's letting a part of you go too.

Sorry's just a word.

Theres no meaning behind the word sorry these days, just like i love you.

An average person lies five times a day; majority of the time surrounding these two phrases.

So why do we say things we don't mean?

If it's to make others feel good about themselves, in the long run, the lie hurts more than the truth ever will.

Perhaps it's time everybody learnt that.
You say sorry, but do you really mean it?

Everybody craves forgiveness, but half the time aren't willing to make the effort to achieve it.

In the end, sorry is just a word. If there is no action behind it, there's no meaning.

Saying sorry is easy; meaning it or making up for what you did is harder.

So my advice for you; before you say sorry or i love you, think about it. think about what it means, not only to you, but to the person you're saying it too...

If you don't mean it, don't say it.

Have you looked at yourself today?

Whoever said alls fair in love and war, obviously didn't know very much at all.

It's very easy to say, but when it comes down to it, everybody has double standards.

So, perhaps the quote should have been "Whatever I do in love and war is fair."

Personally, I've never been that narrow minded.

When did it become acceptable to dictate what others can say? Yet most of us never look at ourselves.

Half the time we're doing exactly what we're complaining about.

freedom of speech is a god given right, so why is constantly ripped from under us?

Of course, I'm never the one who is able to have to double standards.

I'm continously the one who is being critcised and told what not to do, and frankly I've had enough.

So, my message for the day is; look at your self, for once.

Nobodies perfect, so that probably means you aren't either.